L.O.V.E

The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. Maybe they always have been and will be. Maybe we've lived a thousand lives before this one and in each of them we've found each other. And maybe each time, we've been forced apart for the same reasons. That means that, this goodbye is both a goodbye for the past ten thousand years and a prelude to what will come.

When I look at you, I see your beauty and grace and know they have grown stronger with every life you have lived. And I know I have spent every life before this one searching for you. Not someone like you....but you, for your soul and mine must always come together. And then, for a reason neither of us understand, we've been forced to say goodbye.

I would love to tell you that everything will work out for us, and I promise to do all I can to make sure it does. But if we never meet again and this is truly goodbye, I know we will see each other again, and maybe the stars will have changed, and we will not only love each other in that time, but for all the times we've had before.......

The weather was not as nice as I expected, but still it feels comfortable. Maybe it is not the right time, not much layering of colors to be seen. Although no ferris wheel and merry-go-round, but I can feel that this is the place that you are looking for. All of a sudden, I feel so calm and free. I finally realize that is you I desired. Wish someday you could walk with me on the path. I believe the day will come. I believe, because I am sure of it.

Never know that it could be so tranquil at nite. The street could be so wide. So even I can imagine it. Imagine that me being a real princess. I have been given no thought to tomorrow. But at this moment.....I am sure I could fly........................fly somewhere where I always want to be........

" Everybody must have a dream, a dream to keep you carry on....".

That nite was just as a surprise to me as it was to you...but being with you is like going to a place that I've never been before and after you fell asleep, I just lay there....staring up at the cheap glow in the dark stars that you have stuck on your ceiling.....and after awhile...there just started forming a pattern....This weird glow in the dark pattern that linked together our entire relationship....and for the first time...everything seems clear to me.....like one logical progression.....It felt that you and I are the greatest plan ever made and I have nothing to do with it.....Being with you made me feel that maybe I don't have to keep planning anymore.......because it felt like I was actually living......And for once in my life, I wouldn't have to work so hard of being happy......That it could just happen....nothing would ever hurt me as much as your reaction to that same experience.....What??!!....you want to go hang out at the library and pretend like nuthing happened??!!.....I can't do that.....Look...you don't have to say anything....I have to go......

I love you!!...and I'm not goin anywhere....I'm staying here with you.....Everything that you've said about that nite....I felt it too!!!.......and it scared me....I was scare to lose you...but I was even more scared to let myself love you....because every time that I let love in.....somebody comes along and takes it away .....and it's just hurt so bad....but I'm tired of being afraid.....I love you!

What about 6 months from now??....how would I know that you will be happy then??....

Well, how would I know you'll be happy??....I mean how would we know anything??...how would we know that the plane is not goin to crash??....I need you....and that is really a hard things for me to except....That it is lots easier imagining my life without you.....I wana do everything with you.....I wana spend and share my life with you.....